Tennessee Williams[6]

Returning to Tennessee

January 30th, 2011, J and I finally found Tennessee Williams’ grave site at Calvary Cemetery. I blogged about it here.

In November of 2008, we had visited Calvary and its neighbor Bellefontaine Cemetery (read about that in two blog posts found here and here).  We went there to enjoy the fall colors and to photograph the cemetery, not even knowing at the time that Williams was buried there.

I also was not paying attention to the fact that Williams’ 100th birthday was last year! But I plan to revisit him this year on February 25th – the 29th anniversary of his death.  Williams’ will turn 101 on March 26th.

In my EverNote review from Monday, I mentioned that I had been researching TW for a project I’m currently working on. That project is a sequel to my 2009 book, Stealing Wishes, in which the ghost of Williams will make an appearance and play an important part throughout the book. But more about that later.

Besides obvious researching online, I’ve started reading his biography, Tom: The Unknown Tennessee Williams, written by Lyle Leverich in 1995. Sadly, I’ve owned a copy of the book since then and really had no desire to read it until this year. I started it just a few days ago. Even sadder, Leverich died just 4 years after the book was released, so his 2nd volume of the bio has never been published (nor possibly even finished).

Next I plan to Read Harry Rasky’s book: Tennessee Williams: A Portrait in Laughter and Lamentation. At just 148 pages, it should be a very quick read compared to the 600 plus pages of Leverich’s book. I landed it as a free copy on BookMooch last year shortly after visiting his grave. Upon looking into it a bit further, I learned Rasky wrote it after filming a bio about Williams called South, a DVD I will surely have to pick up soon.

I also secured a copy of Williams’ own book entitled Memoirs which hasn’t arrived yet, but I’m eager to have a look at it because it’s in his own words.

And I’ve been eager to watch every film that was made based on his plays.  The classic film stars who played in them is quite impressive: Marlon Brando, Vivien Leigh, Katharine Hepburn, Elizabeth Taylor, Montgomery Clift…just to name a few!

So what does all this mean for me?  Besides satisfying an odd obsession I seem to be having right now with the playwright, more than likely it means that writing my book will be slow going since I’m writing it as I research.  Oh well, at least I’m having fun doing it, and that’s what matters!

And if you read my blog here, I’m sure you can look forward to lots more posts about TW posts.  Oh, and definitely some pics from the trip on the 25th!

By the way, the portrait above was the cover of a 1962 edition of Time Magazine.

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Writing a Novel, I Am

This week you might have noticed those funny little bars in the right margin over there on my blog, right above the calendar.  Go ahead, look over there!  (pointing)  I’ll wait.

I got them from a little site called Writertopia. They are word count meters to measure the progress you’ve made on your novel, and yep, as you can see I’m writing two novels at once.  EEK!

No worries.  The one on the bottom, The Piano Maker’s Son, has been in the works for over 5 years.  I’m currently doing a rewrite of it but not devoting as much time to it lately because I just started the other project.

Feeling Himself Forgotten is a sequel to my 2nd book, Stealing Wishes, but more about that later.

So now you can see what progress I’m making on each.  Watch my novels grow!  Just add water and words. Only $19.95 plus S&H, but wait, there’s more…act now and we’ll throw in a second word count meter absolutely free!

I dunno what that means really, but I’m updating the meters about every other day. I hope you enjoy them as much as I seem to be right now.

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70 Willow Street – Chapter 11

Cotter

When Momma died, it was like someone took the air from my lungs. Just took it away. It was a hard sighing exhale of hopeful breath I’d been keeping inside myself. Keeping from the world. Keeping for her. I’d been holding it, waiting for good news that in my heart I knew would never come.

Maybe I thought a part of her was in that air, some scent, some memory, and as long as I held onto it, it would bring her back. A piece of her was mingling inside my very lungs, more than I already had in my heart. No one can take that part away. But it didn’t bring her back. I still kept hoping and praying, and holding onto that one last breath.

I felt like everyone in Loxley was watching me during those nine days she’d been missing, though the news kept replaying a three second film a news cameraman had shot of me while being escorted out of a police car and into the youth home. That was the way all the bad kids always came, so the gossip started. Parents of kids in my class at school were more than willing to give their opinion on camera for the local news.

“I always thought that Paumans boy was strange,” some toothless hag would say in between puffs, when actually she hadn’t thought that at all. It was her dirty children who’d pulled my hair and pushed me down at recess. They punched me in the stomach for no reason.

I never fought back. I found it safer to stray away from the other children, and so I was labeled an outcast. I was ridiculed for being shy and for talking to my father, who the other children could not see because he was a ghost. Now, to them, I looked like a criminal being carried off to jail. Did they all think I was responsible for my mother’s disappearance? At least at the youth home I’d be safe from their derision, or at least that’s what I thought.

Having to stay at the youth center was like going to detention and being locked in a room with all my bullies. They were all there for a reason, a reason much worse than anything they could have done at school resulting in detention. They were unruly enough to where the school couldn’t handle them. Their parents couldn’t even handle them. I wondered why some of them weren’t in jail, but then I realized they were in jail, and I’d been sent there too. The only difference was these kids pushed harder, and punched harder too. If the forks in the lunchroom weren’t plastic, they probably would stab me to death.

But they already knew me. They knew what “I” had done to that kid at the playground. I certainly wasn’t capable of throwing a boy who was bigger than me over a swing set and into a tree, but the other kids at the center didn’t have to know that. So, they stayed out of my way. Unlike at the playground, these kids didn’t believe in ghosts. Telling them about my guardian ghost father would have done no good to keep them at bay. Luckily, I didn’t have to.

I still resented my sister for not letting me stay with her, but I resented her even more because I knew I would have to live with her once Momma was found. And I knew, deep inside, Momma would not be found alive, if she was found at all. The investigators were quick to blame the Blackwater River for taking her life, but I knew that wasn’t true. They blamed that ominous river because it was deep and scary, and it could not defend itself.

Instead, the river hid the truth and when the time was ready, and when the current was right, or the water was high, it belched the answer everyone was looking for up onto its banks for some innocent fisherman or adventurous hiker to find. In this case, the answer to my mother’s disappearance was her poor broken body.

I knew they would laugh at me if I told them the truth. I honestly did not know who had done it. Momma and I had both gone to bed at our usual time that night. I liked to read a book with a flashlight under the covers for a few hours. The crickets outside in the bushes always sang us to sleep. I pulled back the covers and turned off the flashlight when the crickets stopped singing. It was not unusual for them to stop and start again, like maybe they were just rehearsing. But they stayed quiet that night and didn’t start again.

I got out of bed and went to the window to look out into the quiet black, as if I could see the crickets and see why they had completely stopped. Pulling back the curtains a bit, I remember there was no moon that night and the stars’ shine was weak. It was just enough light to see a dark figure walking in the woods. Like the crickets practicing their songs, this was not uncommon to see spirits outside at night, shadows of people wandering in the thicket. Momma called them “Spooks.”

It was rumored that somewhere deep in the woods near our cabin, there was an old Negro cemetery, the final resting places of slaves who’d died long before me or Momma were even born. I had searched for it during many of my hikes through the woods when I went out to play or explore nature, but I never found a clue as to its location.

The only cemetery I’d ever seen was in downtown Loxley. It had an iron fence around it, keeping the dead in I suppose, or keeping the dying out. Through the cold hard bars of the fence, I could see smooth sleek monuments of granite and marble that twinkled when the sun hit them just right.  Some were ornate and grand, no doubt the sharp work of a sculptor. I wondered if the dead person ever got to see the glorious dedication left in their honor. Other stones were simple and looked like Moses’s ten commandment tablets sticking up out of the ground.

Since slaves were poor and buried their dead in the woods, I tried to imagine what their cemetery might look like. I doubted they could afford a sculptor’s work or stone mason’s time.  Maybe they marked the plots with wooden crosses or old coffee cans. If I was right, I guess those grave markers would have decayed or rusted away by now, and all that was left was bones in the ground below. And maybe even those bones were gone by now. The earth, or Mother Nature, or God had taken them all back to wherever they came from. Ashes and dust, from whence we came, like the Bible and the preacher man says.

In that case, like everything else in history that wasn’t permanent and could not be witnessed with the eyes of the present, it was gone. The cemetery was just a memory, if it had ever been real at all. For all I knew, our little log cabin could have been built right over the top of it. But I knew it had been real. There would be no Spooks if it wasn’t.

The souls of those dead slaves were restless and always up walking around seeking vengeance, or maybe even seeking an escape from the lives they’d lived back when they were breathing.  They only came out at night, and they never spoke to anyone. Momma said they were just sad, and sad ghosts should be left alone.

But it wasn’t a ghost that broke the window. I heard the glass tinkle as it fell to the hardwood cabin floor.  At first, I thought Momma might be stumbling in the dark in the kitchen, maybe trying to get a drink of water. Just to be sure, I opened the door to my bedroom to look out into the rest of the house. All the dark shapes of home that I was acquainted with were there: Momma’s rocking chair, the sofa, the table, the bookshelf, the clock, the dining table and chairs.

Momma was not there, but the door to her bedroom was open. Maybe I had just missed her.  Maybe the sound of glass breaking was all in my head because if Momma had broken a water glass, wouldn’t she be there in the kitchen sweeping it up with her broom and dustpan, tip toeing around the kitchen to avoid the shards and to avoid waking me?

Had I looked closer, had my eyes adjusted quicker to the black, I might have seen a shape that did not belong there, a dark foreboding outline of a man crouched in the corner.  I’m sure he was watching me with dark eyes I couldn’t see. Maybe we even made eye contact but I couldn’t sense that anyone was there because that man was real in some ways.  He had to be human. He had a pulse.  A breath, though maybe he was holding it at the time. Had the shadow been a ghost, I would have felt it, but because he took my Momma, I knew he still didn’t have a soul. Only soulless men hurt the living, Momma used to say.

I returned to my bedroom, quietly shutting the door. And soon, the crickets started again. I knew that meant the night must be okay. I checked outside again and the Spook was gone too. Just like always, the little bugs sang me to sleep.  I slept in the next morning which was odd.  Momma usually always woke me just a few hours after sunrise, but I could tell by the position of the sun shining in my window that more hours had passed than usual.

I got up and opened my door.  Momma’s bedroom door was open, just like last night. I heard a thump, thump sound and looked down to see a small brown rabbit hopping across the floor, curiously coming in to have a look around.  That’s when I noticed the front door was standing wide open.  I knew the rabbit couldn’t have opened it.  I ran over to it and looked outside. A sudden sting bit the sole of my foot. I jumped, grabbing my foot to look at the bottom of it.  A small piece of glass was sticking out of it, just under my big toe.  A small bright red bead of blood began to form.

I gently pinched the sliver with my fingers and pulled it from my skin, just like Momma did once with a pair of tweezers when I had a splinter in my fingertip. I licked my finger to wipe the blood away.  Before putting my foot back down on the floor, I slowly stepped back to have a look around. Someone had broken a window, just as I had suspected last night.  A long narrow pane divided into three small windows was in the middle of the door so it made it easy to see out when someone was knocking. The bottom window, closest to the door knob had been shattered, more than likely so someone could reach inside and unlock the door.

I turned around in a panic, frozen in place.  The rabbit was there on the floor in front of me.  He stood up on his haunches and looked up at me.  His nose twitched. He bobbed up and down, indecisive-like. Did he sense my fear?  My worry? I don’t know how long I stayed there in that one place, like a statue. It must have been long enough for the rabbit to give up and hop past me, back outside and off into the wild, giving up on whatever had made him come inside in the first place. Perhaps he was looking for the slave cemetery too.

I was alone.

I inhaled.

And I held that breath.

Q&A on Willow Street – Part 3

For those who have been reading my online serial novel, you can look forward to a new chapter tomorrow, and another on the 20th.

I’m changing voices now and the next few chapters will be told from the point of view of Cotter, the young boy in the middle of it all.

When I was writing tomorrow’s chapter, Cotter’s voice came to me quite naturally and the chapter was a quick write for me.  This tells me that perhaps if I ever published this as an entire book (though there are no plans to do that right now), the whole book may work better through his eyes.  You’ll have to read it and tell me what you think.

No worries though, the unnamed social worker who has been telling all of the story so far will return…but… she may get a name very soon.

For now, I’m going back to the beginning and letting Cotter tell you his side of the story. And what a disturbing lil story it is!

Enjoy!

It’s not stealing if it’s FREE…

That’s right!  I said FREE!

Starting today and running for 5 days, you can download my 2nd book, Stealing Wishes, onto your Amazon Kindle absolutely FREE!

Since it’s a bit of a romantic comedy, I thought it’d be a great way to kick off the arrival of February!  So today, through February 2nd, it’s all yours!

I wrote this book in just 3 months in 2007.  I entered it in the very first Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award contest that year, of which it was a semi-finalist.  Though it didn’t win, it did become a semi-finalist for a Lambda Literary Award the following year.  Didn’t win that either, but that’s okay.  It has been winning the hearts of many readers ever since.

Here’s the blurb from the back of the book:

Which is more important? The perfect cup of coffee or the perfect date? Why can’t we have both? Blaine is an Isherwood reading, photo taking, obsessive compulsive coffee barista who steals money out of public fountains and who can’t find a date. Obsessed with the number 32, his age, Blaine blames his lack of companionship as the reason for his habitual acts. Every day is timed and in sync to Blaine’s magic number!
When his best friend Sallie sets him up on a blind date, the overanxious caffeine slinger becomes convinced that the new man in his life will cure his compulsions. When Blaine discovers they have nothing in common, complications quickly ensue. Soon, Blaine’s artsy tattooed coworker, Auden, tells him about a local photography contest, and Blaine sets out to capture a winning snapshot. But just as Blaine thinks he has his illness conquered, his perfect unvarying world spirals out of control.

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70 Willow Street – Chapter 10

I awoke startled, sitting up in bed.  I was breathing hard and had broken out into a heavy sweat. I immediately looked across the room through the moonlight and I saw my cell phone still sitting on the dresser.  I had not dropped it. It had all been a dream, which meant no one was trying to get into my room either.  I threw back the heavy blankets and got out of bed to walk over to the dresser. I picked up the phone to check to see if anyone had called. There were no missed calls, which meant the call from Madam Miller had been in my dream too.

But maybe there was a message in there that I was supposed to get, and if so, it had to be that Ms. Skully was Mr. Faulk’s mother.  If so, why had Mrs. Faulk not told me that today?  Why had Ms. Skully not mentioned it either?  For that reason alone, it couldn’t be true. Or could it?  I knew I was not going to be able to get back to sleep.  I’d lie away the rest of the night obsessing over the dream and why neither of the women had disclosed their relationship to one another.

That’s when a light but quick knock came at the door behind me, almost sounding like those woodpeckers I’d heard out in the swamp earlier today when I first arrived.  It made me jump but I tightened my grip on the phone and laid it gently back down on the dresser. I wasn’t about to let the dream start coming true. I turned around and approached the door.  The knob did not start to turn like it had when I was asleep.  Instead, the knock came again, even lighter than before, as if someone was intentionally not wanting to be heard by anyone else in the house but me.

“Who’s there?”  I whispered.  I stuck my face up to the door frame and said it again, “Who’s there?”

No one answered.

I let out a deep breath and tried not to think of what always happened to all the B actresses in horror flicks who nonchalantly opened a door even after the unseen person who had been knocking didn’t answer their inquiry as to who it was.  Would it be Ms. Skully wielding a chain saw?  Probably not.  She was too fragile and would probably have trouble managing any heavy piece of machinery.  Maybe it would be Jule Ann with a butcher knife.  Or even the third unknown sister  with an ax.  Or maybe even a ghost with a candlestick.

“Who’s there?”  I said again, louder and firm, trying to block out all my guesses that had begun to sound like suspects from a game of Clue.

I wasn’t going to open the door unless someone answered.

A soft voice finally spoke.  “It’s Jule Ann, m’am.”

I unlocked the door and opened it.  Sure enough, Jule Ann was standing there with her arms behind her back, still dressed in the uniform from dinner.  It was the same stance she had taken on while standing next to the dining table, that of a typical servant waiting for their next order.  The only difference was her face looked kinder in the soft light of a table lamp that filled the hallway outside my room, reflecting in the framed glass of the photos on the wall like a hundred church candles.  Even the scar on her face looked much more amiable in this light.

“Did I wake you?”  she asked in a kind motherly voice and with a worried look to her face.  It was not the barbarian “Helga” voice I had expected from such a large bitter looking woman whose appearance practically scared me at dinner.

“No, not at all. I had laid down, but I was still awake,” I said with a smile.

“I won’t keep you, but I wanted to just say thank you.”

“Thank you?”

“Yes, for helping Cotter.  He’s such a sweet, dear boy.  So shy.  When I learned of his mother’s passing, I felt so sorry for him.”

“You know Cotter?”

“Yes, I am his great aunt. Ms. Skully is his grandmother.  I thought you knew that,” she said.

She could probably tell by the look on my face that I had not known that. I was more perplexed by the fact that what she said confirmed what Madam Miller had said on the phone in my dream. Mrs. Faulk had sent me here on purpose for some strange reason unknown to me.

“Oh yes, of course,” I lied, shaking my head as if to clear it, acting like I had just misunderstood her.  “So you’ve met Cotter?”

“Oh yes, it’s been about a year though.  He and his mother used to stay here when they came to Monroeville for the Faulk family reunions.”

Jule Ann’s pleasantry baffled me. She was a completely different person standing before me now. It was obvious that in the presence of her sister, she was merely a servant and nothing more. I assumed this also because she continued to speak in a heavy whisper, as if not wanting Ms. Skully to be able to hear her from down the stairs.

“Jule Ann, may I ask you something?”  I said, changing the subject.

“Of course, dear.”

“Did you and Ms. Skully have a third sister?”

“Oh yes, indeed, we did.  Her name was Leigh.  How did you know?”

“I had stopped to admire the photos in the hallway when I came up from dinner and saw the photo of the three little girls.  I recognized you and Ms. Skully immediately, but I wondered who the third little girl might be.”

She stepped away from the door to reach for the photo, showing it to me.  “Yes, that’s our dear Leigh. God bless her heart. May she rest in peace.”

“If I may ask, what happened to her?”

“I’m afraid she passed away a few years ago. Terrible thing,” she said nodding her head in sorrow.

“I’m so sorry to hear that.”

“She was poisoned, ya know?”

“Poisoned?”

“Yes indeed. Horrible tragedy,” she said shaking her head as she looked down at the photo. A heavy frown fell upon her face, almost mirroring the sad arch to her facial scar.

Without even being invited in, Jule Ann stepped past me into the bedroom.  She sat lightly on the edge of the bed, keeping both feet on the floor, still clutching the photo. And she began to speak.  She told me how Leigh was the “wild child” of the trio and completely boy crazy.  She’d proudly lost her virginity even before graduating high school. She cavorted around town with different men every weekend and liked to get drunk and hang out in bars. She was a disgrace to the family, and their father did everything in his power to keep her out of trouble but to no avail.  The town easily labeled her a slut and ridiculed her parents for her behavior.

Leigh had met a man that she started seeing regularly. She moved in with him and surprisingly became pregnant.  She lost the baby though.  Everyone believed the man had probably caused the miscarriage because it was known that he frequently beat her.  But Leigh loved him and refused to leave him no matter what everyone advised her to do. And she refused to listen to the advice of her parents who offered to help her if she’d just leave him. Still depressed over the loss of her baby, she went on a drinking binge.  She drifted around town and eventually ended up disappearing for a few days.  Her body was found days later upriver. An official autopsy said she had been poisoned.

“Was it alcohol poisoning?  Drugs?”  I asked.

“No.  Her blood showed signs of arsenic.  Someone had killed her,” Jule Ann said, still in a heavy whisper though I had shut the door behind her when she came in.

“Was it the man she was living with who did it?”

“He was arrested, of course, on suspicion but he had a solid alibi so all charges were dropped. Of course, my parents believed he was the one responsible.”

I nodded my head in disbelief.  This entire family had experienced so much pain and tragedy.  It wasn’t anything I had not witnessed before in other cases that I worked, but it still unnerved me.  The discovery of Leigh’s body upriver made me think of what Ms. Skully had said about Jule Ann’s husband.  It made me wonder how many other disappearances or murders in this town could be mysteriously blamed on the alligators or that dark Alabama river right outside my window.

“Well, I’m sorry to bother you with my story.  I hope you sleep well,” Jule Ann said, getting up from the bed and showing herself to the door.

“It’s quite alright.  I’m glad we actually had a chance to talk with each other.”

“Yes, Sis likes to uphold a certain persona when entertaining guests at dinner. She doesn’t allow me to speak, wants me to look like hired help.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” I said.

“It’s alright.  She always was the bossy one,” Jule Ann said with a nervous laugh.

Jule Ann’s past was indeed sad, but now being at the mercy of such a dominate sister was no way to live out the rest of her life after such horrible things had happened to her.  I felt very sorry for her and reached out to give her a reassuring pat on the back.  I opened the door for her as we said good-night.

She had just stepped into the hall and was putting the photo back when I thought of something else I wanted to ask her.  I don’t know why, but I was curious about the man who had been Leigh’s lover.

“Oh, Jule Ann?”

“Yes, dear?” she said, looking back at me.

“One question. Whatever happened to the man who Leigh lived with? Does he still live around here?”

“Yes, dear. I believe he does. I’m not really sure.”

“What’s his name if you don’t mind me asking?”

“It’s Sook, dear.”

“Sook?”  I repeated.

“Yes, dear. Mr. Sook.”

And with that, she turned and quietly walked down the stairs.

70 Willow Street – Update

No chapter today.  Sorry.

I’ve decided to go bi-weekly on this project, cutting it down to only 2 chapters a month – one every other Monday.

I need time to devote to a larger writing project – my next novel – which I want to finish this year.  More about that later.

So, 70 Willow Street will return next Monday with a new chapter.

Thanks for reading!

70 Willow Street – Chapter 9

Honestly, I was not surprised at all to discover that Jule Ann was Ms. Skully’s sister.  But I was shocked that Jule Ann appeared to be her maid and cook. Ms. Skully changed the subject before I had a chance to comment, although I wasn’t completely sure what I would say in regards to what she had told me anyway.

I felt sorry for Jule Ann and her predicament. A tiny bit of me felt sorry for her because Ms. Skully had laid all her dirty laundry on the table. Maybe that’s why she didn’t speak and she had that stern look on her face.  It didn’t matter anymore what her dead husband had done to her.  That was in the past.  But she knew, while spooning the hot food she’d slaved over onto my plate, that Ms. Skully loved to tell guests how Jule Ann got her scars.

And that’s what really pissed her off. Only in the South does our perplexing pasts make good dinner conversation. Ms. Skully had disregarded telling me about her own past because her sister’s was much more entertaining.  Now, she wanted to hear about me.

“Well, enough about us.  Tell me all about you, dear.  What brings you to Monroeville?”  Ms. Skully said, looking at me with a great big smile on her face.

Because of the confidentiality I was bound to by law since Cotter was under the age of eighteen, there wasn’t much I could actually share with Ms. Skully about what had brought me to Monroeville. Instead, I told her I was a social worker in Monroe and was delivering a child to Monroeville to live with his sister since his mother had passed away.

“The poor dear,” Ms. Skully said shaking her head. She hung on every word I said like she was a small child listening to a bedtime story.

“The state requires an interview of the relatives and a full inspection of their home to make sure the family is capable of accepting custody of the child,” I explained.

“Where is the child now?” she asked.

“He is with his sister at her residence.  I’m continuing my interview tomorrow.”

“I see,” she said, turning her head away and looking off in the direction of the kitchen door, pondering something.

This last inquiry seemed to concern or worry her after I replied, or perhaps I had mistaken her reaction as that and it was really just her pondering my story.  I fell silent and turned my attention back toward my food for a bite or two, dismissing her expression, but then she spoke up again.

“Do you like what you do?” she asked, turning back toward me.

I don’t remember anyone ever asking me that before.  My job had never been about me before.  I was always about the children.

“Yes. Very much,” I replied.

I wasn’t be vague on purpose.  I was just too tired to construct a more appealing answer.

“You were a child of the state once?” Ms. Skully asked, raising her eyebrows and smiling at me gently, letting me know she meant no offense.

I put my fork down, clinking it against the side of my plate.  It was loud and seemed to echo, creating quite an effect as an upsetting response to her question though I had not intended it. I carefully reached for my tea, afraid I might tip it over and spill it across the table.  I drank slowly so as not to elude that her question had upset me, though it had certainly caught me off guard.

Putting my glass down gently, I spoke,”Yes m’am.  I was at one time. That was a long time ago.”

“Your reason for the work you do now?”

“You could say that.”

I picked up my fork again and returned my attention to my meal.  I avoiding eye contact with her and hoped my brusque reply was enough to stop her curiosity into my past. It wasn’t.

“Isn’t there an old saying about those who are living in the past are destined to repeat it?” she said.

“I believe it’s those who forget the past are destined to repeat,” I corrected her.  “I haven’t forgotten.”

“Yes, indeed. Something like that,” she said, dismissing it. “Are you ready for some cobbler and coffee?”

I had barely finished half the food on my plate because of all the chatter about Jule Ann.

“No m’am.  I believe I’ll retire to my room after dinner if you don’t mind.  It’s been a very long day, and I’d very much like to get some rest,” I said.  I wasn’t about to subject myself to more of Ms. Skully’s attempt at exploring my past.

“Of course, dear.  I hope you have enjoyed dinner.”

“Very much so.  Thank you.”

We finished in silence. Jule Ann returned with her cart to clear the table. As she picked up my plate, I made an effort to speak to her.  “Dinner was quite lovely, Jule Ann.  It reminded me so much of home, and I appreciate that. Thank you.”

She did not smile, but gave me a quick nod instead and carried on. I had a feeling she would return to the kitchen and once the door was closed, she would smile there in private.  It would be a great big smile, worthy of a photograph.  She might even shed a tear.

Working with children, often emotionally and physically battered, much like Jule Ann herself, I knew the importance of a verbal compliment from time to time.  That need doesn’t change as we get farther away from our childhood, and I bet Jule Ann had not been given a compliment in a very long time.

I was damn good at my job and though the appreciation of my efforts might often go unnoticed, I knew something as simple as praising a sad cook for her wonderful meal probably cheered her heart up a little. It was something Ms. Skully was not capable of doing.  She was old and set in her ways, and preferred to be entertained by her guests bestowing stories of their past, good or bad, upon her over dinner conversation. I was not about to give her that pleasure.

I left Ms. Skully sitting at the table as I excused myself and went upstairs to my room.  I paused briefly in the hallway to look at some of the family photos on the wall.  I was searching for Jule Ann, a happier unscarred face, but she was not there.

I reached for the knob of the door to my room and began to turn it just when I spied a photo in a frame sitting on the hall table.  I stopped and picked it up.  It was a sepia colored photo in a wooden frame showing three small girls posing in frilly Easter dresses. They must be sisters because they resembled each other a bit.

The one in the middle had tight shiny curls of hair and a big grin on her face.  She was very sassy looking. The girl to her left was not even looking at the camera, but gazing off at something that had caught her attention instead. Though not as curly as the girl in the middle, her hair was pulled back and still quite wavy, and the same bright color. The girl on the right had obvious dark black hair pulled straight back.  She was not smiling either.  Her mouth was a tight smug line.

The two outer girls appeared almost uncomfortable, as if they were embarrassed at being photographed with the prouder sister in the middle.  It wouldn’t have surprised me to see them roll their eyes if the picture came to life right there in my hands.

It was the dark hair and the blank look in her eyes that made me think the one on the right had to be Jule Ann, and surly Ms. Skully was the one in the middle loving the camera.  Even in childhood, Jule Ann must have hated her sister.  It made me wonder where the third sister was, but I wasn’t going to ask.

I put the photo back down on the table and opened the door to my room. Shutting the door behind me and locking it, I kicked off the slippers and shrugged the robe from my shoulders. I pulled back the blanket on the bed and crawled in. Its feather mattress and plush pillows were like slipping into a warm bubble bath. I reached over and turned off the bedside lamp.  The room was pitch black, but slow moonlight began to filter in through the window giving the furniture in the room shape and shadow.

I tried desperately to clear my mind of Cotter, Mr. Sook, Madam Miller, and Ms. Skully, and all of this trip to Monroeville in general.  I needed to go to the one dark space in the back of my mind that allowed me to rest peacefully without thinking of any of the kids from my cases.  It was a door marked private at the end of a long hallway somewhere inside my head, and only I had a key. Some nights, it took longer to get there than others. It wasn’t long till I felt myself drifting off to sleep. That’s when my cell phone, which I had left on top of the dresser across the room, woke me.

My eyes popped open as it startled me. For just a second, I thought of letting it just go to voice mail.  Who would be calling me now? Then, I thought it could be Cotter.  I threw back the blanket and pulled myself out of bed, running across the room in the dark to answer it, guided only by the light from the screen on the phone flashing at me.  I checked the screen but no phone number had registered on the caller I.D. It was probably going to be a wrong number. I answered it anyway.

“Hello?”  I whispered, customary to answering the phone in the dark though there was no one else I was endanger of waking up, had the loud ring tone of my phone not already disturbed them.

“Hello, it’s Miriam Miller.  Is this a bad time?”

“No, not at all.”

“I’m so sorry if I disturbed you.”

“It’s okay.  What can I do for you Madam Miller?”

“Please, call me Miriam now.”

“Okay, Miriam.”

“I forgot to ask you if you needed a place to stay tonight.”

“That’s very nice of you, but Mrs. Faulk, Cotter’s sister, rented a room for me.”

“Oh, how nice of her,” Miriam said with a condescending tone.

I actually acquiesced with her given what I had learned from Madam Miller tonight, but Mrs. Faulk still might have been completely in the dark about all of the business between Mr. Faulk and Mr. Sook, despite her signature being on those checks.  My meeting with her tomorrow would hopefully help me to figure out just how much she knew, if anything, and how she really felt about her own mother. For Cotter’s sake, I wanted to believe that Mrs. Faulk was completely unaware of it all.  She was just another unsuspecting housewife intended to keep peace and order at home while her husband was away and to be a social trophy on his arm when he was in town.

“Yes, I was a bit surprised myself at her gracious hospitality, but I took her up on the offer. I’m in my room now.  This bed and breakfast isn’t so bad out here, and tonight’s dinner was superb.”

“Did you say bed and breakfast?” Miriam asked, sounding worried.

“Yes.  She reserved a room for me at Skully’s Landing.  Have you been here before?”

“Oh dear, I don’t want to cause you any alarm, but you really need to leave there right away.  Get a room in town tonight, or come back here and stay with me.  Just get out of there and quick!”

“Why? What’s wrong?”

“Believe me.  You don’t want to stay there,” Miriam whispered as if she were afraid someone might hear our conversation.

“Why? Miriam, please explain.”

“Ms. Skully is Mr. Faulk’s mother!  She went back to her maiden name after her husband, Joseph Sr., died.”

“You mean Ms. Skully is Cotter’s grandmother,” I whispered, now fearing someone might be outside the door listening.

“Yes, she is.  Did Mrs. Faulk not tell you that?”

“No, she never said a word about it.”

“Then I’m afraid you might be in trouble.  Get out of there!  Quick!  Call me once you are on the road.  Come here.  I’ll be waiting.” With that, she disconnected the call.

“Miriam?  Hello?”  I said, but the line went dead.

Just then, there was a peck on the door behind me.  Someone was knocking.  It startled me.  I turned  to see if someone was coming into the room.  The door know rattled, as if someone was trying to open it but thankfully I had locked it.  The knocking came again.

“Who’s there?”  I said sternly.

No one answered me.  More knocking. I ran over to the side of the bed and turned on the lamp. I put my hand on the knob and put my face up close to the doorway.

“I said who’s there,” I called out.

Just then the door unlocked and was forcefully pushed in.  Catching me off guard, it smacked my cheek. It startled me and knocked the cell phone out of my hand which crashed to the floor. I jumped to avoid it landing on my toe. But I should have been more worried about the fact that someone had unlocked my room and was now trying to come in.

70 Willow Street – Chapter 8

I asked Madam Miller if she wouldn’t mind holding onto the money for a couple more days.  My reason was because I was afraid that having to immediately return to the bank and visit the vault again might seem suspicious. There was probably nothing wrong with doing such a thing, but the eyes and ears of the bank tellers probably worked just like everyone else’s in this small town when it came to gossip and prying eyes.

Besides, Madam Miller didn’t mind at all.  I assured her I would definitely return for it once I had spoken to Cotter about who she was and filled him in on the details of why Mr. Sook had left half the money with her. I first had to tell Cotter about the money in the cigar box before anything else. I gave her my business card and cell phone number and told her to contact me if she needed to.  Outside in the car, my cell phone showed all bars available so I dialed the Mobile, Alabama office and explained to them that I would be spending at least one night in Monroeville.

My boss asked if anything was wrong with the Faulk residence.  I really didn’t want to explain the talking cow, or even begin to mention the ghost stories, especially with the threat of one of them following me around.  He’d make me bring Cotter right back to the teen home if I started babbling about all the strange happenings, especially about finding a dead neighbor. I assured him that everything was fine but that my investigation of the house and the interviews with the family were just taking longer than I had anticipated.  I promised a full report by Monday, which bought me a few extra days just in case.

The sun was just beginning to fall when I pulled away and headed back to Skully’s Landing.  I would make it back just in time for dinner with Ms. Skully.  I wasn’t convinced that was something to look forward to, but I was so tired after this long and bizarre day that I couldn’t imagine it getting any stranger.  Being an old Southern woman, I’m sure Ms. Skully’s cooking was something worth sitting down to. And it was.

I entered the front door of the bed and breakfast to the warm comforting smells of country ham, fresh baked cornbread, white beans, and cabbage.  I had not eaten a home cooked meal like this in years. A fire was roaring in the fireplace and the dim lights in the chandelier flickered like soft candlelight. I felt like I had come home. Ms. Skully greeted me at the door and told me dinner was ready if I cared to run up to my room and freshen up.

I did as I was told. A pair of slippers were waiting next to the bed.  I kicked off my shoes and put them on.  My feet practically sighed out loud from the relief.   A plush robe was draped across the bedspread.  I grabbed it and put it on.  It felt so comforting and warm against my arms and neck.  Now I just needed a box of chocolates, hand fed to me by a hunky, shirtless butler. I’m sure Ms. Skully’s dinner would suffice.

When I came back down the stairs, Ms. Skully was sitting at one end of the large dining table.  There was a place setting for me immediately to her left, instead of at the far end of the long table opposite her like it always is when two people are dining in some fancy mansion in a movie.

“I see you found the robe and slippers,” Ms. Skully said, waving a hand for me to join her.

“Yes, I hope it’s okay to wear them to dinner,” I said walking over to the table and taking the seat next to her.

“Absolutely.  Had you come downstairs in anything else, I would have insisted you run up and change into them,” she said with a smile.

“Thank you so much.”

“It’s my pleasure, dear.”

The dishes in front of me were as white as snow, only shinier. The silverware twinkled with the light from overhead. There was a crystal goblet of ice water.  I reached for it and immediately took a large sip.

“I hope you are hungry,” Ms. Skully said with a pleasant smile.

“Yes m’am, I am.  It’s been a very long day.”

“Splendid! Jule Ann has prepared a marvelous dinner for us, and you can tell me all about your day over it.”

“Jule Ann?”  I asked.

“Yes, dear.  She’s the maid and cook of Skully’s Landing.”

“Oh, I see.”  I had no idea why I had expected Ms. Skully to have prepared the meal herself.  Rich women in Alabama running B&B’s, or not working at all for that matter, certainly did not cook.

As if on cue, the door across from us opened.  Bright white light filled the room from what must have been the kitchen.  A two tier serving tray on wheels entered the room being pushed by a large buxom woman who must have been Jule Ann. My eyes immediately noticed the large cloche covered plates of food on the tray.

Jule Ann parked the cart across the table from us and lifted the silver dome covers, two at a time, with a flourish.  Billows of hot steam filled the air like smoke from a magician’s trick.  Jule Ann bent over and placed the covers on the bottom of the cart.  She grabbed up one of the plates of vegetables with a fat meaty hand and walked around the table, standing between me and Ms. Skully to serve us.  She held the plate of food down low so that I could admire it for a second or two before she inserted a large spoon and scooped a helping on to each of our plates.  My mouth watered from the beautiful sight and aroma of it all.

It was not until Jule Ann returned to the cart two more times to serve us mashed potatoes and cabbage, that I finally got a really good look at her.  While she stood at the cart slicing the baked ham, I looked up at her face and was shocked by her sad harsh features.

Unlike the Faulks, Ms. Skully’s maid was a white woman. She was as big as a bear in her black attire.  Her skin was so pale it looked translucent, so white that I could see thick blue veins twisting up her temples like grapevines. Her hair was as black as coal and slicked back, cut in a crude chop with a bit of curl at the back of her neck.

Her cheeks were plump and fat, but the left side of her face drew your attention because of a strange scar.  It was practically in the shape of half of a Valentine heart, a deep pink line that extended out of her hairline near her ear, curved up and under her eye, dipped down near her nose and then back down and away from her chin.  It was not a deep cat scratch or accidental scrape to the face.  It’s size, and perfect linear shape encircling her cheek, was a sure sign that it was caused by some surgical performance.  Someone had attempted to maim her by cutting off part of her face.

Though the scar made her face appear very despondent, it was not even the worst part.  The eye above the scar was missing.  The flesh around the socket where the eye should have been was puckered.  It had been gathered across the hole that an eyeball would have filled and then sewn shut.

I didn’t look at her as he forked thin slices of ham onto our plates.  I kept my eyes focused on my plate instead, but I couldn’t avoid eye contact with her one good eye as she returned to the cart and leaned across the table to place a basket of bread between us. Jule Ann held our glance, but it was me who looked away.

“Tea or wine?” Ms. Skully asked.

“Isn’t tea the fine wine of the South?” I asked, attempting to make a joke to lighten the situation and appear unfazed by Jule Ann’s features.

“Indeed it is, my dear,” she said looking back at Jule Ann and giving a nod.

With our dinner plates full of steaming food, Jule Ann poured each of us a large goblet of iced tea.  then, she stood at attention by the cart with her hands behind her.

“Anything else, dear?” Ms. Skully said looking over at me.

“No, it’s all quite lovely.  Thank you so much,” I said.

“Very well.  Save room for dessert.  Jule Ann makes a fabulous blackberry cobbler. That will be all, Jule Ann.”

With that said, Jule Ann gave a silent nod and then guided the serving cart back through the kitchen door. Without turning around, she reached out with her arm and pulled the door closed behind her.

I followed Ms. Skully’s actions and grabbed the dinner napkin from beneath the silverware and draped it across my lap.  We then picked up our forks and began to eat. Ms. Skully reached for the basket of bread and offered it to me.  I took a cornbread muffin and cut it into two pieces on the small saucer next to my plate.  She offered me a pat of butter and smiled.

“Is everything to your satisfaction?” she asked, smearing her own cornbread with butter.

“Oh yes!  It’s absolutely wonderful.”

“Jule Ann is a marvelous cook.”

“I believe it.  She seems like a lovely woman,” I said.

“You are too kind,” Ms. Skully said looking at me.  “She’s really not as miserable as she looks.”

“If I may ask, who–.”

“Her husband,” Ms. Skully said cutting me off, already knowing what I was going to ask.

“That’s so sad.”

It must have been a sin to discuss such disheartened predicaments over a lavish meal, but I could tell Ms. Skully was intent on entertaining me with the story of Jule Ann’s misery. Jule Ann had run the cafeteria at the Monroeville Elementary School.  Her husband, aptly named Cleetus, was the town drunk and couldn’t hold a job. He regularly beat Jule Ann and insulted her because she could not bear children. That was probably a blessing because Cleetus would have no doubt abused them too, or much worse.

One night, Cleetus came home drunk and found dinner was not ready.  He began to berate her, but she ignored his yelling. She hurried to finish cooking, hoping the sooner she finished the sooner he would shut up.

She turned around in a quick. Not realizing he was standing right behind her, she bumped into him and dropped his dinner, spilling the hot plate of food all over him.  He became enraged.  Cleetus smacked her so hard she fell to the ground. He said she’d spilled his food on purpose.  To teach her a lesson, he pulled out his pocket knife and began to carve her face.

“An eye for an eye, Jule Ann!” he yelled as he poked out her left eye with his knife.

Despite the pain and agony, she managed to pull herself away from him, long enough to dump a skillet of hot grease on him.  She then smacked him with the skillet and knocked him out. A kind neighbor had heard her screams and had already called police.  They were kicking in the back door just as Jule Ann was trying to get to the phone to call for help herself.

Ms. Skully told the story with great fervor and dramatics, as if it were a rehearsed bedtime story she told her grandchildren every Christmas.  Her voice raised and lowered for effect and emotion. She snaked-hissed Cleetus’s name each time she spoke it like he was the devil himself.

I ate and listened with intensity. I felt like my own stories of today could match hers, but I wasn’t about to steal her thunder.  I just wanted to finish Jule Ann’s nice meal and retire to my bedroom, with the door safely locked.

“What happened to Cleetus?”  I asked, curiosity getting the best of me.

“His brother bailed him out.  Jule Ann didn’t want to press charges no matter how much we persuaded her to.  She was afraid of him.  All the more reason he should be dragged into court and be put behind bars for the rest of his life.”

“He’s in jail then?”

“Oh no, dear.  He disappeared before the case went to court.  They found pieces of him weeks later along the riverbank.  Probably got drunk and wandered off into the swamp.  I’m almost sure a gator got him, or that’s what they say.”

This last bit was said as if it were a secret she was sharing between us.  Without saying just that, she knew very well what had happened to Cleetus and probably knew who had done it.  I’m sure the missing pieces of him had gone to the gators and the pieces they found were what the reptiles didn’t want.

She went on to explain how the children of Monroeville had ridiculed Jule Ann and called her names because of what Cleetus had done to her face.  She had to quit her job at the school and never went into town again.

“It was nice of you to take pity on her and give her a job, a place to stay, ” I said.

“Oh yes, dear.  The Skully’s take good care of their own,” she said with pride.

“Jule Ann is related to you?”  I asked.

“Why yes, indeed.  Jule Ann is my sister.”

70 Willow Street – Chapter 7

“Please, child.  Don’t be alarmed.  Come and sit,” Madam Miller said to me with a warm smile.

I stood there, hesitating.  My mind raced through every horrible thought imaginable. I would turn and run out, but the door was probably locked. I would rattle the knob or claw at the wood, but no one would hear me and the door wouldn’t budge. My agonizing screams of terror would be silenced before any drug store customer down below suspected anything. The gypsy woman and the angry ghost would be my demise. I was doomed.

“It’s alright.  I promise. Please?”  she said, extending an arm and twiddling her fingers, motioning me to come closer and sit. The bangle bracelets on her wrist jangled and clinked.

I walked forward, taking each step slowly. I sat down in the arm chair across from her but remained on edge with my back straight.  I looked at her and waited.  She looked back, as if expecting me to say something.  She raised her eyebrows and smiled. Finally, she spoke, breaking the  long silence between us.

“Did you bring the note?”  she asked.

“Oh! Yes!  Yes, I did.” I snapped out of my trance and pulled it from my pocket.  Luckily, I had taken it and the key out of my briefcase before coming into the drug store.  A small sense of relief came over me when I handed it to her, the same feeling I got after I had locked the cigar box money safely away at the bank.

“Very good,” she said, nodding.  She gave it a quick look and then sat it down on the table next to the crystal ball she’d been holding. “Was there anything else with it?”

“Yes, a key.”

“Ahhh, yes!  The key.”

I held it up, but did not offer it to her.  If she needed it I was going to let her reach for it, but she didn’t.  Instead, she stood up and walked  over to the nightstand by the bed.  She opened the bottom drawer and removed a small box that was shaped like a pirate’s treasure chest.  I had seen keepsake and jewelry boxes like it before, lined with bright red velvet. As a child, I had one myself with a mirror inside the lid and a small ballerina figure that popped up and twirled around as the box played music when you opened it.

Holding the box away from her with both hands as if it were a hot casserole right from the oven, she returned to the sofa and sat back down. She extended her arms offering the chest to me. She had a cunning look of great satisfaction on her face, as if relieved herself to be rid of the box passing it on to me now. I almost asked her if the key would open it, but I already knew it would.

I reached for it, taking it from her.  I looked at her face. She nodded and gave that quaint smile again, an attempt at reassuring me that it was okay.  The box was very light weight. I put my knees together and sat the treasure chest on my lap.  I didn’t know if I was supposed to open it here, but then Madam Miller spoke.

“Go ahead and open it,” she said in a whisper.

I slowly pushed the key into the lock and turned it.  The lid gave with a click and I lifted it open. I was right about the red velvet lining. More money lay neatly bundled inside, rubber banded into five neat stacks.  I looked back at Madam Miller.

“It’s $21,600 if you wish to count it,” she said.  “I’m assuming you already have the rest since you found the note and the key?”

“Yes, $18,400.  That’s $40,000 total,” I said, doing the math quickly in my head.

“That’s right.”

“Madam Miller, do you know what this money was for?”

“Yes, I do, and I’m going to tell you.  But first, I need you to confirm who you are and how you came about that key and the note.”

“You mean Mr. Sook hasn’t already told you?”  I was pretty sure he had, and she confirmed that.

“He has.  I never would have asked for the note or given you that box if he hadn’t told me, dear.”

“Mr. Sook told you it was okay?  He told you to give this to me?”

“Yes, dear, he did.”

“Is he still here? In the room with us?”

“Yes,” she said with content. “Yes, he is here.”

“Where?” I asked.

“He’s standing across the room by the kitchen table over there,” she said, giving a nod in that direction.

I almost turned to look, but flinched my head back before turning all the way, knowing I wouldn’t be able to see him standing there. But it was instinct to want to look.  Madam Miller let out a gentle laugh at my reaction.

“It’s okay.  You can’t see him, but he’s not going to hurt you.  He told me you are here because of the boy.”

“Cotter.  Yes.”

“Mrs. Faulk’s young brother,” she added.

I explained to Madam Miller who I was and how I was responsible for delivering Cotter to his sister’s home, but for some reason I felt like she already knew all of this since she knew Mr. Sook was dead.  He must have told her how we found the money. She remained courteous though and allowed me to speak.

I even told her about Holly the cow.  I figured she’d probably heard or seen things that were even stranger than a talking cow. After I told her about finding Mr. Sook and him telling Cotter about where to find the money, she finally spoke up.

“We never expected anyone to come so soon.  Mr. Sook was right, I guess,” she said.  Her eyes looked down at the floor, deep in thought.

“Right about what?”  I asked.

“His death.  He was afraid they would kill him if he backed out.”

“Mr. Sook was killed?”  I asked.

“Yes,” she said plainly.

“Does he know who did it?”

“Not exactly.  It was someone Mr. Faulk hired.  He’s sure of that.”

“Shouldn’t we go to the police then?”  I asked.

“And tell them what?  That Mr. Sook’s ghost told us that Mr. Faulk had him killed?  Do you think they would believe you?  Besides, the Faulk family has ties to the law enforcement and in the courts too.  You’d be treading dark and dangerous waters if you went to the law and started pointing a finger at Joseph Faulk for anything.”

“But what about all this money?” I said.

“Mr. Sook worked for the Faulk’s.  He lived on their property.  So the law wouldn’t see these payments as being anything out of the ordinary. Larger sums than usual, yes, but the Faulk’s would just say it was for extra work or something.  And then the law would take the money from you, and that’s the last thing Mr. Sook wants to happen to it,” she warned.

“How do, or, how did you know Mr. Sook?”

Madam Miller paused and looked at the floor again.  She drew in a quick breath and held it.  When she looked back up at me a fat tear fell from her left eye onto her cheek.  She wiped it away and then let out a deep exhale with her mouth puckered as if she was trying to whistle.

“We were lovers,” she said in a hushed tone, trying desperately to hold back more tears. “Had been for several years now, I suppose.”

“I’m so sorry,” I said, reaching for her hand.  She grabbed mine and gave it a loving squeeze.

After giving her a few moments, I spoke. “They paid him to do something bad, didn’t they?”

With her eyes closed, she nodded yes.

“Was it to hurt Cotter?”

She shook her head no, still trying to compose herself and keep from crying.

“Was it to hurt his mother?”

She looked at me with eyes wide for a moment and then gently nodded yes.

“But why?”

She swallowed hard to clear her throat before speaking.  “They told him it was over land.  Some corporation wanted to buy up the land where her cabin is and develop it for a shopping mall and condos, but she wouldn’t sell.  They apparently made her a pretty lucrative offer.  Faulk found out about it, but he knew she left the cabin to Cotter instead of her daughter.  But with Cotter being so young, Faulk knew the estate would fall into the hands of his wife if something happened to their mother.

“So he hired Mr. Sook to take her out of the picture, but Mr. Sook quickly backed out. In fact, I was the one who talked him out of it.  He didn’t know that Lillie Mae had a young son.  When he found out, he just couldn’t go through with it. Mr. Sook himself grew up without a momma, so he just couldn’t take  some other boy’s mom away. He wasn’t going to tell Faulk he was out until the front money had been paid in full.

We were going to run away with it, him, me, and my daughter. We were going to leave Monroeville and never look back. But Sook was afraid Faulk was catching on.  That’s why he split up the money.  Faulk never knew about Sook and me.”

“You said it was front money?”  I asked.

“Yes, the forty thousand.  He was going to get an additional ten thousand after he killed her.”

I could tell that Madam Miller’s confession caused her a bit of pain. Mr. Sook had obviously had a change of heart, but it had still cost him his life.  And his death had broken Madam Miller’s heart instead.

“I’m afraid someone else must have followed through,” I said.

“What?”

“Lillie Mae Paumans, Cotter’s mother, went missing several weeks ago.  They found her body in the Blackwater River nine days later.”  I had failed to tell her about Cotter’s mother earlier when explaining the real reason for me having to bring Cotter to his sister’s home in the first place.

“Oh dear, that poor boy.  I’m so sorry.”

“Do you think that Joseph Faulk did it?”

Madam Miller gazed across the room as if listening to someone.  She was. I realized Mr. Sook was telling her something.

“He says that Joseph Faulk wouldn’t have killed Cotter’s mom himself.  Too risky.”

“But Mrs. Faulk said he’d gone there on a hunting trip this week and to take care of Mrs. Paumans’ cabin.”

“Oh, he was definitely close by, but he didn’t do it himself.”

I was curious why Mr. Sook had split up the money and left part of it with Madam Miller.  She explained that he had wanted her to hold it for several years. If no one ever came to claim it, she could take it out of safe keeping and use it as she needed.

“But why hide half of it in the house?  If the Faulks owned the property, they’d surely find it first, and if they found the note, they’d come looking for you,” I said.

“True, but I think Mr. Sook knew Cotter would eventually end up living with his sister anyway.  The plans to kill his mother would happen with or without Mr. Sook’s involvement.  He would have made himself known to the boy somehow and led him to the money either way, and that’s just what he did.”

“That was very nice of him to do that.  Since he trusted you with half of it, he obviously cared very much about you,” I said to her, holding her hand and patting it gently as she wept.

“Yes, he did.  But the money belongs to Cotter.  It always has. That’s why Mr. Sook held onto it.”

“Mr. Sook did the right thing,” I said.

I told her about how Cotter didn’t even know about the money yet.  I had not told him what was in the box, but I suppose I would have to tell him tomorrow when I returned to 70 Willow Street.

“You said Cotter could see Mr. Sook?  After he was dead?”  she asked.

“Yes, and he talked to the cow.  His own father’s ghost supposedly rode to Monroeville with us,” I said.  “It’s been an interesting day.  That’s for sure.”

“I don’t know nothing about talking to animals, but that boy is a medium, for sure.”

“A medium?”

“Yes, I’ve had some dealings with a few during my paranormal investigations.  Very serious stuff.”

“But you are a psychic, aren’t you?”

“That’s right.  I can see the future and predict things, but I can’t see or talk to ghosts. That’s why I started investigating them.  But I want to learn more.”

“But what about Mr. Sook? You see and talk to him.”

“That’s different, honey.  I can see and hear him because he loved me.  Sook always said he’d come back to me.”

“That’s very sweet of him,” I said.

She looked at me and nodded, giving me that warm smile again.  Then, she looked across the room and winked at him.