The List: Books On My To-Read List For This Year

With the announcement this week of JK Rowling’s new book for adults, I decided to compile a quick list of the books I am still going to read this year.

  • The Girl Who Played With Fire  by Stieg Larsson. (Surprisingly loved the first book when I read it back in December. I’ll be picking this one up next month during my business trip to Toledo.)
  • The Hunger Games (Why not?  Everyone has asked me if I’ve read it.  It’s already lined up on my Kindle Fire.”
  • Stephen King’s The Shining (After my craze for collecting his books all over again last year, I figured I needed to squeeze one in this year. I chose this one because there’s a sequel of it due out next year that I know I’ll want to read then.)
  • The Tale of Edgar Sawtelle (I had never heard of this book until this year.  Got a free copy on Bookmooch and it’s been on mind a lot lately.)
  • Tennessee Williams’ Memoirs (For research mostly, and hopefully I’ll finished reading his biography by then which I’ve been reading for several months.)

Interview With The Vampire – A Book As Old As I Am

My first encounter with Anne Rice’s Interview With The Vampire was in the early 1990s when a grade school girl friend had purchased a paperback copy at a yard sale for fifty cents. I remember her clutching it to her chest and kicking her feet in the air while lying on her bed as she exclaimed, “I am in love with this book!”

I did not follow her advice and read it for myself. But in 1994, much to the hype of its two leading actors, I was fascinated by the film adaptation which was released while I was working my first job in a movie theater.

Six years later I was working in a bookstore and regularly listening to the hype of other vampire fans who lusted after every new book in the Chronicles series. I finally picked up The Witching Hour after being encouraged by a close friend but I put it down before finishing it because I just didn’t feel like I was a mature enough reader at the time to enjoy it the way it was intended.

But I was turned on to Anne’s son and his writing that year after I attended a book signing for his first book, Density of Souls. Now, another 12 years later, I finally decided to read his mother.

After reading Anne’s latest, The Wolf  Gift, just a few weeks ago and being well pleased with it, I decided it was finally time to give her vampires a try.  I’d been collecting her books in hardcover with intention to read them at some point and my copy of Interview is a 1976 hardcover 1st edition.

It’s hard to believe this book came out the year I was born. It definitely reads like a timeless classic and holds its appeal still today. As long as readers are fascinated by vampires, I’m sure Interview will be in print and continue to sell. I was also surprised by how well the book was adapted to film, but that is to be expected since, to my knowledge, Anne did work on the script.

My main problem was that it’s almost impossible not to picture Tom Cruise as Lestat or Brad Pitt as Louis while reading it.  Surprisingly, Kirsten Dunst did not pop into my head as much for Claudia. And I tried desperately to keep Antonio out of my head as Armand since he was my least favorite actor in the movie.

I also enjoyed the minor plot lines that were in the book, but not in the movie – the biggest being the presence of Lestat’s human father in the beginning of the book.

Even though it’s one of the shortest books in the Vampire Chronicles, it is definitely not a light read. At 309 pages, it took me just over 2 weeks to read it. Rice  is extremely poetic and does tend to over romanticize descriptions. Heavy descriptions of ornate clothing, furnishings, and New Orleans settings really dragged the narrative for me at times, though Rice definitely knows how to paint a picture for her readers.

That being said, you do get a definite sense of Louis’s struggle (both physical and emotional) with being a vampire. You are in his head 100% even though he’s telling the story; his emotional turmoil with who he is and the debate of good and evil is prevalent. But it is often Lestat’s pride and acceptance of what he is that drives the book, despite how much Louis despises him. I’m definitely looking forward to the next book in the series which focuses entirely on Lestat.

Though this book wasn’t completely my forte, I do have an appreciation and admiration for it just because it really did define the genre that we know today.  While vampires have become more monstrous and much more accepting of what and who they are, perhaps in a way they all stemmed from the beautiful lost Louie or boastful Lestat.

Life Everlasting and the NecroPhorus Beetle

Publishes June 19th

Yesterday I received my advanced copy of Bernd Heinrich’s new book, Life Everlasting, which is not due out until June.

Here’s the synopsis from the book itself:

When a good friend with a severe illness wrote, asking if he might have his “green burial” at Bernd Heinrich’s hunting camp in Maine, it inspired the acclaimed biologist/author to investigate a subject that had long fascinated him. How exactly does the animal world deal with the flip side of the life cycle? And what are the lessons, ecological to spiritual, raised by a close look at how the animal world renews itself? Heinrich focuses his wholly original gaze on the fascinating doings of creatures most of us would otherwise turn away from—field mouse burials conducted by carrion beetles; the communication strategies ravens, “the premier northern undertakers,” use to do their work; and the “inadvertent teamwork” among wolves and large cats, foxes and weasels, bald eagles and nuthatches in cold-weather dispersal of killed prey. Heinrich reveals, too, how and where humans still play our ancient and important role as scavengers, thereby turning—not dust to dust—but life to life.

I immediately read the first chapter last night which covers the peculiar behavior of the necrophorus, or burying, beetle (the one with the red markings on the book’s cover).  The male beetle hunts for a dead mouse and once he finds one, he emits a scent to attract a female. A female arrives and the two carry the dead mouse to an appropriate location where they bury it.

They strip the mouse of its fur and cover it with an antibiotic fluid to preserve its meat.  They then mate and raise their young inside the mouse’s body just as if it were a nest, feeding the young beetles pieces of the mouse until its gone. The young then bury into the soil and come out as adults the following year. The author, Bernd Heinrich, observed the beetle activity and later dug up one of the mice only to find a clean skull and a ball of fur, with no decay or maggots. He also discovered mites that live on the beetles which serve to clear the dead rodent of any maggots or eggs if they are present.

Of course, I found all of this to be completely fascinating!

I’ve always been interested in death. I was not the “poke a dead possum with a stick” sort of kid, but I would often bring my bike to a screeching halt on a country dirt road to ogle over the occasional roadkill raccoon. When my pet hamster, rabbit, pigeon, chicken, dog, cat, or whatever other pet died, I usually put it in a box and buried it under a dogwood tree in our yard after saying a little prayer to bless its soul into Heaven.

There was quite a little pet cemetery at one time with crosses made from sticks or moss-laden bricks marking each grave. It’s funny how I can remember almost every animal I planted there, even some of their names. I still remember my black kitten PJ and the vibrant blue color of  his eyes, hanging from their sockets like marbles, when I picked him up from a roadside ditch one morning after he’d gone missing.

For a few years while I was in high school, my father worked in a funeral home.  He dug graves, moved flower arrangements from the chapel to graveside, buried people, mowed the cemetery lawn, and did other odd jobs as an undertaker’s handyman. He never brought his work home with him, but he did have some marvelous “spooky” stories to tell about things he witnessed – a dead man letting out a moan while on the mortuary table, another one urinating, a massive head wound completely concealed by the mortician’s artistic use of cosmetics.

Later, after I left home for college in Memphis, I spent my financial aid refund money on a superb Canon 35mm camera one year. My roommate and I liked to spend hours in Elmwood Cemetery photographing the grand monuments and statuesque memorials.  I still have numerous black and white photos from those shoots.

We later took a trip together to Savannah, Georgia to do the “book tour” of Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil which consisted of a trip to the infamous Bonaventure Cemetery which appears on the cover of the book. Cemeteries still intrigue and entertain me to this day, despite the fact that I myself wish to be cremated and sprinkled when I’m gone, rather than being planted in the ground and memorialized with a grand monument of my own.

Heinrich mentions in the introduction of the book how “undertaking” does not get rid of a body but rather preserves it for a purpose.  That human purpose is usually for the sake of a memorial. His book goes on to explore other animals and species and their “way of death.”

Reviews of it have been mixed, and the religious aspect of death has already been mentioned in one review I read. So far, in my opinion, it’s a marvelous book, and at only 190 pages it’s sure to be a quick read. I appreciate it for its peculiar stories about animal behavior and in regards to death from a biological point of view, and I know enough to read it without judging it on a religious basis.

More about it later once I finish it.

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2012 Reading Challenge ~ A Look Back At February

For February, I officially completed 8 books.  That’s 1 more than I read in January.

You can find my full list for the year here. This is my Amazon.com Listmania list where I keep up with my reads for the entire year. I’m currently (and officially) at 15 books for the year. My challenge is 50.

You could classify a few of the books I read as “cheats” this month…one was a 300 page young readers book, one was a book of poetry, one was a book of essays, two were shorter novellas, and one was a play.

I said “officially” earlier because the challenge is from GoodReads, where my results are a bit different. You can see my GoodReads list here. It has me at 17 books read for the year. That’s because the 2 extra books are individually published short stories which I did not include on my Amazon.com list.

GoodReads is also missing a book that is on my Amazon list because the author deleted it from GoodReads, but in its place is a book that I didn’t finish – so I left it off my Amazon list but I did count it on my GoodReads list because I read over half of it. Combining it with the short stories probably really puts me at about 16 books for the year.

GoodReads says I’m 18% ahead of schedule, which is 9 books. Not bad for it just being the end of the 2nd month of the year!

Things are going to slow down a bit for March.  As the weather gets nicer, I’ll be spending more time on the weekends outside in the yard rather than inside on the couch with a book. I’m also SLOWLY finishing Tennessee Williams’ biography which is 600 pages!  I’ve been reading it for several weeks now and am just about to hit page 100. If you look over there, you can see what I’m currently reading. —————————————–>

I don’t mind reading a nonfiction book back to back with something fiction. Right now, I’m a third of the way through Anne Rice’s Interview With The Vampire.  I’ll hopefully finish it up in a week or two and be able to finish at least one more book by the end of March.

What did you read in February? What are you looking forward to reading next?

Made.By.Jess. ~ New Review of AYSD?

Made.By.Jess.

There’s a new review of Are You Sitting Down? today over at a blog called Made.By.Jess.

Jess is a crafty, DIYer, book reviewing mother of two!  She found me over at Book Blogs and asked if I’d send her a copy.  I was happy to do just that, and based on the review, Jess really liked the book.

Check it out by clicking on Jess’s pic and give Jess some good old blog loving!

Thanks, Jess!

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Dancing Again With Andrew Holleran

I first read Andrew Holleran’s Dancer from the Dance in the summer of 1995. I had just celebrated by 19th birthday earlier that Spring. Stretched across my single dorm room bed, having just broken up with my first serious boyfriend of only six months, I was at a cross roads in life.  I’d only been out of high school for a year. I’d also come out to my mother and my sister a year ago. And I’d just moved away from home that very semester, just 76 miles from home but it seem like I was half a continent away. Like Malone in the book, I was all alone in the city and I knew no one.

In some ways, the book became an anthem for me. I got out. I met people. I went to clubs where I danced the night away and didn’t go home until dawn. I even befriended my own drag queen. At first, I rarely went home with strangers, though I regularly cruised through the park looking for them. And outside of alcohol, I was never a drug user.  And of course the biggest difference would be AIDS, since the book celebrates a time when love was much more carefree. I don’t even think the word ‘condom’ is mentioned once.

Now, 16 years later, I have had quite a bit more life experience. More lovers. More relationships. At 35, the long nights of staying out dancing have gone, along with quite a bit of my hair and sense of fashion.  In fact, I rarely go out at all, especially since I’ve been in a long term relationship for almost 9 years. One glass of wine at home and I’m sound asleep just hours later!

Rereading the book now, it had a completely different tone. Instead of admiring Malone and wishing I could either be him or be with him, I felt sorry for him. I wanted to reach into the book and grab him by the collar, and

I once dated a guy who looked just like this!

tell him to stop being such a romantic. All the Shakespearean banter about love is the crap I said back when I was twenty!  I wanted to be in love, and be loved, so badly but the numerous nights I went home alone broke my heart every time.

Age is a gay man’s worst enemy. We lose our physical attributes that made us attractive, and also cursed us. Our race to find love, or at least in finding someone who finds us attractive enough to fall in love with us, is quickly reaching the finish line, as did the generation this book celebrates.

I still find it to be a remarkable piece of fiction. I owe much of my youthful thinking and joy to the words of one Andrew Holleran, no matter how angry the book made me at 35 as apposed to when I first read it at 19. But that’s the joy of a book that we’ve read at the right time in life. When rereading it so many years later, we get to experience it in a whole new perspective. And that’s the beauty of it. I may be a different dancer myself, but the Dance certainly hasn’t changed.

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Evernote Noted

I admit I haven’t been a big note taker since college. I’m still pretty much a physical pen and paper or post-it kinda guy when it comes to remembering things or jotting down ideas I want to remember.  I often read about my favorite authors who have passed on and how their “notes and letters” became the property of some University or Library archives. This is the case with a recent project of mine involving some extensive research on Tennessee Williams. Williams died in 1983.

I have to remind myself that Williams, and all of my other favorite authors from that era who have passed, had no access to a computer.  The pen and the paper honed their craft, followed by a manual typewriter. It makes since that they would have volumes of material worthy of being archived in a professional setting devoted to preserving such papers.

Today, writers like me are lucky enough to have computers. And though I sentimentalize the idea of note taking longhand on paper, I much prefer an easier and more organized way of doing it on the computer. I was lucky enough to recently discover the App known as Evernote, which is doing just that for me.

I mainly bought this App because it was free on my Kindle Fire so I decided to give it a try. My test run of it was for a fictional writing project I’m currently researching actually about Tennessee Williams, where I’m utilizing both physical books and the web for research.

I started by using Evernote to keep track of quotes or small pieces of information I liked. I have not been able to get it to copy websites or pics for me on the Kindle Fire device, but maybe I’m doing something wrong?  Most tablet devices have a slow interface in that you can’t really multitask or copy information when toggling between screens or applications. Therefore, unless I just haven’t gotten the hang of it, Evernote is really only good for making physical notes on the Kindle Fire.  I’m okay with that though because it’s handy to use for note taking when reading a paperback book.  As for notes from Ebooks I’m reading on the device, I can just highlight them if needed and transfer them later.

To fully utilize the App the way it was intended and for this project, I decided to download it to my desktop PC. Grabbing websites and pics from here is much easier. I pull up the App and literally drag and drop my information into it just like a Windows desktop file. It copies pictures super fast, and I even created a note of web links that I wanted to revisit later.

After syncing all of this information back to my Kindle Fire, I was much more pleased with going back and reviewing my notes and pics that I had collected on the Kindle device.  When viewed as a whole, it’s a nice collage of pictures, quotes, and other small pieces of information that I have found to be very inspiring.

So, for me, it’s good to have on my Kindle device solely for note taking, but I am enjoying it much more on my PC. The collage of information I’ve collected has been very inspiring and I only wish I’d had something like this back when I was in college!As for if it’ll be worthy of being archived on some University computer one day when I’m long gone, only the future will tell.

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Book Review: The One and Only Ivan by Katherine Applegate

Though each chapter of The One and Only Ivan is only a few sentences, and the book contains a few illustrations, the book is about 300 pages but speaks volumes when it comes to being a heartfelt story of humanity. It is the story of Ivan, a silver back gorilla, raised in captivity as an attraction at a circus themed mall. He is best friends with an old elephant named Stella and a stray dog called Bob. Mack is his keeper. George, the janitor, and his daughter Julia often come to visit.

Like Julie, Ivan loves to draw and paint, and though he is old and not much to look at anymore, his paintings often sell for 40 dollars (with frame). One day, a new promising attraction arrives – a baby elephant named Ruby. Stella makes Ivan promise that he will take care of her and see that she has a happy home, because Stella may not be around much longer.

And so begins the story, actually based on a real Ivan, of how a gorilla with so much heart and compassion captures an audience – in the story and also off the page.

Applegate gives the animals each a brutally honest voice when it comes to how they view humans and how they have been captured for our pleasure or even abused. At times, the book is very sad. But it will also have you smiling with tears in your eyes too. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and if it doesn’t have you respecting animals just a little more than before, maybe giving your dog or cat a few extra kisses or treats going forward, then I don’t know what will.

This is a book I will be sharing with others for a very long time to come!